Himalayan Gold

(In Memory of a Very Brave Community Cat)

27-May-2025 (New Moon)

Topaz in his prime.

Today is New Moon. It’s also Day 7 since the passing of Topaz, the last member of a school community cat project that began in 2007. 

In all of his 18 years, Topaz lived by his own terms. He accepted food, water & treats, but would disappear for days if anyone tried to get close to him.  

Topaz looks on defiantly as his then hiding place was discovered.

As he aged & health issues surfaced, worries over his safety & where he might hide increased. Having lost their mother when he was a kitten & later on his litter mates & cat buddies to dogs & traffic accidents, Topaz was the ultimate survivor.   

Topaz, Amber, Ruby & Bella in 2007.

But even heroes need to rest.   Last week, with prayer support from well wishers across the world & help from his feeders, Topaz finally allowed himself to be taken to the vet & then to home palliative care. 

A touch that took 18 years to happen. Caregivers who fed Topaz & went around the school compound calling for him whenever he didn’t show up for his meals.

He spent the last few days of his life without fear, leaning his lovely leonine head towards his feeders’ palms when they stroked him for the first time.   

Pain relief to ease Topaz’s final journey.

After he had breathed his last, Topaz was carefully brushed, blessed & wrapped in cloths bearing auspicious symbols. 

Topaz at peace.

On the paperwork for his final transformation, I wrote, “Himalayan” for his breed & “Gold” for his colour. 

This little cat will forever be associated with the mountains for his will to live & his love for freedom, and the Light he continues to cast on the lives of many who remember him.

In the quiet sadness, the crematorium room was also charged with peace & grace as multi-faith prayers & blessings were recited over Topaz.

Finally an abundant life is not just about length, but also about love. And I think Topaz has both. ♥️🙏

A life that began in fear & loss has ended in love & peace.
🙏♥️

Circumambulating the Big Box (of Compassion)

22 Sept 2020

Ollie gives the mooncakes a final QC before the send off.

I was sending a parcel of mooncakes that might cheer up a friend who hadn’t been home to Singapore for some time.

The courier company was located in the Big Box Mall which was now deserted as many businesses had closed and vacated.

The island wide safe entry requirements had closed off a number of exits and entrances in the cavernous building. Coupled with a lack of signages, and with the premises boarded all around, I couldn’t tell which was the correct drop off that would lead me to the courier office.

My Grab ride was only $ 7. And for that little sum, the Grab driver drove me around the circumference of Big Box compound 3 times, and once up into the multi-story car park, hoping to find someone who could direct us to the correct door so that I wouldn’t have to walk too much.

“No, no, no! We have to find the right entrance,” he insisted, his hands clutching the steering wheel firmly.

Boudha Stupa of Compassion & Wisdom in on 8 Dec 2018.

While we were circumambulating the expo-like compound in his car, he told me about the ridiculous lengths he had to cover during his recent medical visit because the usual access routes in the hospital were blocked off for safe entry/ exit purposes.

He didn’t want the same thing to happen to me.

When I pointed out a possible drop off, he kept asking incredulously,”Are you sure?”

Actually I wasn’t sure, but I felt it wasn’t fair of me to use up his time and energy like that.

I had to practically assure him that I would be alright, before he would let me alight. And for a brief moment, I thought I saw him calibrating in his mind if he could defy the rules and drive beyond the barricades just to ease my journey.

May my friend who asked for these mooncakes and gave me the chance to experience such uncommon compassion of a Grab driver be protected in all her journeys overseas.

And may the Grab driver be restored to good health. 🙏

Full Moon Wish

17 July 2019

Me: Today’s full moon. So I don’t want you to say any rubbish. Words uttered on full moon has multiplier effects.

Boy: Okay. Yeah, the moon was already very bright last night!

Me: Oh yes? You notice the moon too?

Boy: Yes, it’s beautiful!

Me: You know that when you’re feeling sad or angry, you can look up at the moon or stand in the moonlight to calm down. There’s no need to argue or fight all the time.

Boy: Yes, I like to try that when the time is right for me.

May all aspirations of wisdom and compassion flood the world like the unstoppable light of the full moon tonight, & flower in good time.