11 May 2021
Vaccination issues dredge up old memories of regret & guilt about missing the one that was supposed to protect me from contracting childhood poliomyelitis.
In Singapore, many who are fit for vaccination are showing up for the jab to protect themselves and keep others from covid-19. I felt had to do my part too.
After reading up and consulting with my doctor on whether there were risks for post-polio patients, I registered to receive the vaccination.
I took a cab to the Yuhua Community Club for my first dose of vaccine.
I had lots of practice with medical appointments since I was a kid. As an adult, making them alone when I still can, is good training for old age.
Of course I had the good sense to arrange for someone to come & get me if I needed help in going home after the vaccination.
However, despite all that preparation, I still approached the vaccination venue with some trepidation.
As I trudged along the corridor leading to the registration counter, a man appeared in the opposite direction. He was wiping his face as he walked towards me.
And his built and gait looked strangely familiar. Is that my youngest uncle walking towards me? Or am I so stressed that I’m hallucinating about having a family member meet me at the centre?
Better not make a fool of myself, and go around calling strangers ‘uncle,’ I warned, even as I wished hopefully to be right. 😆
As it turned out, that man was indeed my youngest uncle! He was there to collect his safe entry token.
He was very surprised to see me in his neighbourhood. He thought I would have opted to go somewhere closer to my home for the vaccination.
My uncle walked with me to the vaccination registration counter and my unease disappeared as we chatted.
Before seeing me off at the waiting area, he gave my shoulder a reassuring squeeze.
Looking back I now realised I am never alone. And the reason why someone’s built and gait could exude such strong vibes of familiarity and peace even at a distance, and even before I could ascertain his identity, was that they reminded me of my late grandfather, my uncle’s dad. ♥️
An encounter such as this is never merely just a coincidence for me. I hope by sharing this episode, those who have to do things on their own for whatever reason, will never feel alone.
Someone’s always watching over us. 🙏😊